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Nov 29, 2008 11:45:18 GMT -5
Post by ryuk on Nov 29, 2008 11:45:18 GMT -5
I am serious, as serious as can be. I am finished, through with all role plays. I am not sure if it is for good or not, but I am done.
I'm tired of waiting on replies, I'm tired of making people wait on me for replies. And I'm tired of all the drama. I'm sick of typing and having everyone think they know how I am saying what I am typing. I am sick of trying to clarify things, and I especially hate upper hand deals.
My characters are exhausted with being broken hearted, role playing with superficial, one second change characters, being left out broken and bruised, and I want to take my talents and put them into something else now.
for a time role playing was my sanctuary, I loved it, I enjoyed it, and now it causes more problems than anything else. I find my hand cramping and in serious pain for the long hours I spend typing up replies and getting my characters together. Honestly, I would rather have my hand cramp from writing 100 pages of a short story, where my characters can grow and develop without being held back.
And, honestly, at this point, I don't really care how anyone takes this note, because, however I word it, a person is going to take what they want to from it. It is the same thing with life, with situations. If you want to think a, b, or c, you are going to think it without any provocation.
My time in the role play world is over. For good. Yes, I think now it is for good. Others will take my place, yes, they will take what they can until it grows away from them too. I must admit, I full heartedly believe role playing forums can blossom a love for writing. I am an example of it. However, it is not a tool to continue that passion. It is not that broad of a subject. No matter how long the role play has been established.
So, I thank Epidemic for being here, and CF and the rest of the staff for keeping it alive and allowing me to have a head start with my baby, Ryuk. But now, it is time for me to say a fond farewell to this place, and to the staff.
Good bye.
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Nov 29, 2008 21:17:28 GMT -5
Post by Cracked Figurine on Nov 29, 2008 21:17:28 GMT -5
I know you wont see this darling, but I feel the need to say it anyways. Just to get my thoughts down somewhere.
Kris, I know you probably aren't expecting anything, and you probably want to be left alone for this, but my dear; I'm glad you're moving on. I'm glad you have the strength to ignore what people say and push through all this crap. I'm very interested in seeing your short stories, I'm just glad that your characters will still be out in the world. Whether here or there, we will miss you.
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